Beautifuldisaster

random lyrics came to mind.

2005-12-02T22:42:53Z

I walk a road on a pathway to life.
I was blind never looked before me.
I was closed never looked upon another.
I was unspoken never let a thought see me threw.
But, now i can see.
I see that my heart is free and falling fast and there is not one person to catch it.
I see love in the air but not a breath for me to spare.
I'm closing myself in because of the pain i feel.
I'm closing myself in because of the rejection i might reveal.
I'm closing myself in because of the many before me.
I'm closing myself in because of not to many out there adore me.

WOOT LJ IM BAKK!!

2005-11-16T21:25:12Z

yeah sorry i havent been on in the longest time.
yeah but anyways supp peoplee supp supp ?? <33

omgg

2005-10-05T21:11:46Z

HIIIIII!

ahh

2005-09-24T20:34:42Z

IM

SO

SICK !!

i won't BE LABELED AS AVERAGE

2005-09-20T20:19:16Z

said rachel joy scott<33

If i was different lookin but the same person..
(like if i was a different sexuality,race,shape.. or something different like that)

and if i asked rite now if u still would love me
its sad how many of my friends would say yes
but being in the situation majority of them i would never have meet
just because of the way i look..

why do you judge
why do you look at such
why do you care of what i am
the bigger beauty is within not without

myspace.com

2005-09-13T00:21:11Z

MYSPACE ISNT WORKING AND ITS PISSING ME OFF LIKE WHOA
IM SERIOUS LOL I NEVER THOUGHT MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT SOO MUCH
ITS SERIOUSLY SOO VERYY SADD.. BUT ANYWAYS YEAHH I NEED TO LOSE
SOME SERIOUS WAIT SOON BEFORE IM LIKE 38030498430430834208430432004328
POUNDS IM GETTING PRETTY CLOSE IM LIKE IN THE THOUSANDS RIGHT NOW
JEAZZ LOL ANYWAYSS YEAHH bllahh i needd myspace SOO IM REALLY
REALLY REALLY AGERVATED RITE NOWW LIKE WHOAAA.. ANYWAYSS
YEAH IM OUTTIEE BEFORE I BLOW UPP MY COMPUTER
OR TOMS HEAD
UMM YEAH <33 BYEE

im cold

2005-09-01T00:30:27Z

its like ice in my house

LIKE BURRR

ouch!!

2005-08-31T02:55:55Z

so today was okay
yet i hert my leg
my little brother was being an ass
and he was dirty so me and my
aunt tryed to throw him in the pool
he was a pain ran away why we were
on the pool deck and i was holding on to him
and i went with him off the deck and i fell on
top of him and im sore as can be
i have so many broses but im happy
i didnt break a bone or get parolized
ughh it hurts too

anyways 2 days till greenday
3 days till school <33

jaxiee @ 2005-08-30T12:34:00

2005-08-30T16:45:58Z

Yeahh im bored. so i decided to make one of these things.

im quite excited in the long run though. all because im going to a greenday concert in 2days yeah im excited about that. anyways though this summer has been quite boring i basicly went no were.. and ive got soo fat over the summer but watever... ill lose it again soon.

i amm presently waiting for my schedual in school its bothering me because i havent got it yet and school starts this friday.. errr and i dont understand why they would start school on a friday.. wat is the point?? idkk oh well

i hope this year is going to be fun in school.. last year was but concidering i dont like basicly any of the upcoming ninth graders i wonder how this year will go.